
pieces of winter
are caught with nowhere to hide
beneath a spring moon
–photo by me

pieces of winter
are caught with nowhere to hide
beneath a spring moon
–photo by me

A
Benzodiazepine
Can
Diminish
Edgy
Feelings
Greatly;
However,
I
Just
Know
Liquor’s
More
Numbing.
Old
People
Question
Recent
Science;
To
Us
Vehement
Winos,
Xanax
Yields
Zero.

jealousy and anger
they’re not even real
we just made them up
cuz there’s worse things to feel
like heartbreak and sorrow
the heart of the fray
we’d pretend anything
if they’d just go away
on our grand wedding day
when our mates said, ‘I do’
did we ever assume
we were forcing them to
release them we must
from our ill-conceived plan
cuz nothing shows love
more than real love can
and when love comes back
on it’s own you will know
that to feel true love
you must first let it go

Away from the fire,
Alone together at last,
We gazed into the starry
Heavens and held hands,
Her beautiful yellow eyes
Sparkling with starlight.
Taking it all in, she said,
“Do you ever wonder what
There is beyond our cloud
Of stars, our Milkomeda?”
So curious, I loved that.
We searched the inky
Nothingness Beyond for
Answers, but found none.
“There’s an ancient myth
About the stars, y’know,
Ever heard of it?”
“Of course,” she answered,
“We’ve all heard the myth.”
And then she began reciting
it as though she believed it;
As if it were some magical
Tale from her childhood:
“It is said that a long, long
Time ago,” she began, the
Way the elders spoke of it,
“The sky was an endless
Universe of star clouds,
Just like ours. Endless.
And we came here from
A different world with
A dying sun…”
“That has to be a myth,”
I broke in, “I mean, where
Could they have all gone?”
I took her in my arms.
“Billions of clouds, each
With billions of stars…
Imagine if it were true!”
We laid together that night,
Looking away from the fire
And into that murky void
Of unanswered questions
Beyond our own star cloud,
Knowing that we had each
Other, and yet somehow
Feeling very alone.

When Dawn
Comes to a city,
The people
Go berserk;
They hate
Alarm clocks
Crowing that
It’s time to
Go to work.
But when she’s
In the country,
The roosters
Proudly crow
To tell
The sleepy
Fields of crops
It’s time for
Them to grow.

springtime changes things
some things change just a little
some things change a lot
–photo by me

When people ask,
‘What’s with the beard?’
I tell them that
I think it’s weird
To disapprove
Of God’s own plan
Of making whiskers
On a man.
God’s given them
a cause for scorn
and so they ‘fix’
it every morn.
Me, I think
I’ll let it grow–
But carmel apples
have to go.

when I was a boy
the stars burned so fiercely bright
but my eyesight dims
yet safe in my memory
I think they’re even brighter

pawn shop man
call off your goon
i think we
better settle
i sold to you my
gold doubloon
you said it was
base metal
you told me that
my silver spoon
was iron like
this kettle
pawn shop man
i think that soon
you’re going to
test my mettle

I grew up in a very Norwegian family of eleven, and some of my earliest memories are of my grandmother Olga, born in 1898 and matriarch of the clan, pedaling away on the old Singer sewing machine as she sang old songs and stories from her youth. How I wish now that I had taken the time to learn them! There is the Norwegian Table Prayer, however, that I will never forget as us kids had to recite it in Norske in unison before every meal. It goes like this:
I Jesu navn går vi til bords
Og spiser, drikker på ditt ord
Deg, Gud, til aere, oss til gavn
Så får vi mat i Jesu navn.
Amen.
The translation is:
In Jesus’ name we go to the table
To eat and drink according to his word.
To God, the honor, to us the gain,
So we have food in Jesus’ name.
Amen.
I truly miss Olga and her stern ways. She would never let me rest while I churned butter, and I thought her mean at the time. Now I know she was firm with me because she wanted firm butter. Have a great day!